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07:26 pm: saturday
i find out if i'm going to have a little caleb uriah or a calitlin elise.. very excited i am.. btw. i miss ryanmilo that will be all
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03:19 pm: IT'S BEEN A WHILE......................
Yep that it has.. well things here have been good Ryan and I got into one fight :*( that sucked but.. all is better now. Ryan gave me something sparkley i loooove it. It's the most beautiful present eeeeeeever well other than my dimond ring.. ooi. Before christmas we went to the christian book store to look at presents for his parents and I recieved a wonderful idea to get a christian guide to grandparenting.. soooooo... we wrapped it and he put it under the tree that morning, so around 8:45 they called us, i was rather worried b/c of his mom not being too fond of me...but to my suprise they were so freeking excited, his mom gave me a hug and and stan (stepdad) welcomed me to the family so they know about the wedding and everything and they are so excited. they said that if we needed anything we could count on them which made me feel so good, just them having our back is awesome. I can't wait until everything is finished.. like ryan and i getting married and the baby and him getting back from basic.. so............... 7ISSSSSSSSSH months and counting .. ::SIGH::

hmm.. i still have no clue what to put in ryans ring.. i suppose i should get started on all that seeing as we are getting married in about a month.. OMGOODNESS.. a month as of today...
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08:48 am: today..
Seems like it should be interesting. I'm not quite sure when I get out of work b/c they keep cutting my hours back to nothing. But I go in at noon, I've started moving my stuff into a diffrent room, so that i'll have more room for the baby. I'm so excited and so scared all at the same time. I know ryan is to he finally voiced that he was a bit anxious about the whole process... He also voiced the fact that there is a huge chance that he will be leaving right after AIT due to the job that he will be entering.

It's so scary for him to not be there for the last part of the pregnancy, and for the first few months of the babies life.. i so hope that he dosn't have to leave right off. I never knew how rough military families had it untill now..


I can't wait till he's home to stay.

09:26 am: mhm..
ok.. i'm starting over with this thing. alllllllot has happend in the past couple of months since i'd written. I'll give you all a list.

1. i'm pregnant
2. ryan and i are still together and we are engaged.
3. ryan is getting into the army and is leaving in febuary.
4. i think i'm having a boy.
5. i'm going on a road trip with .. mattydoom,drewferd,wendykill&moi
to fl to see maeve.<3
6. oh yeah.. i finished school, exicting eh.


well i think thats about it in my exciting life.i'm going back to bed.
<3oxo